grinding my teeth
today: 18 messages
non-stop phonecalls
charts not up to date
no eyeshadow (puffy post-cry eyelids) (see other post)
coworkers barging in / asking questions
needy pts with sense of entitlement
it feels so much like a tuesday and i am THIS CLOSE to screaming!!!
and/or quitting, putting school plans on hold until my kid(s) is/are in school, and just staying home, dealing with the particular stresses of housekeeping and family-rearing (which are mighty in their own regard, of course).
does not help! that i read a mom's story last night that led to me snatching Drew out of his room so i could bawl next to him (while he slept) in bed. i know 1/2ativan is contributing to this sleepiness but care not i. my car is STILL appealing to lay in, being parked down under with the cozy and the dark and (almost) warm.
breathe in... ... and out. perhaps i can begin to calm now.
let us hope those are not famous last words.
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