yaaaaawn

am feeling mindful, minding feelful. sorry bout that.

am really just winding down from 5 days off, one day on, 5 days off. time flew far too quickly. i blame it on alcohol :p
gearing up for the return of 'workheather', sometime around 7am, wednesday 2 january 2008. that is the first time i've typed the year, this year.

today is 1 january 2008. 01.01.2008
i love it.

anyway, dad made ham soups, and i baked that hilarious cake. bathed drew, put him to bed by 8:30. then tried some cake. and am sipping carolan's, while running out of websites to while away my remaining OffTime.

it's okay, I'm looking forward to an enlivened routine, certainly. marty and i had a nice conversation about it on the drive home from bryan's last night.
him: going to do more activities / meaningful time with drew.
me: take better care of my family (that's encompassing).

the state of my kitchen counters would say otherwise, but the food in my fridge shows i'm on the mark, so far.

'd like to go to the gym tomorrow. may depend how missy i am for drew. laying next to him as he was falling asleep, i asked myself how i could possibly miss any more time with him -- if these two weeks flew by so fast... well, you can see where i'm headed with that line of thought. no reason to get pain'd up over it tonight. besides, our plan remains in place: work, marry, inseminate, gestate, stay home, raise and save while applying for PDP. yep, neat little package, that.

alright. off to jot items down in my new, sexy 2008 (love it!) planner.
~h