I wish I was at church right now.

Family, yes. But what about the spiritual wellness of the individual?

Is it always going to be this way?

Yeah, probably.

fuck this shit

dudes being bitches
whatever

i don't need this shit

i will say this:

i vastly underestimate the positive power music can have on my daily life. NOTE TO HEATHER: LISTEN TO MORE MUSIC!

Like, right now: just got L down for the night, and D, and I sit down in my jammies with my laptop (still <3 it!!) and turn on a long-meant-to-download song with my headphones and BOOM! My heart soars, I imagine dancing, singing, WOW. Such a difference compared to sitting here, snippets of annoying kids' show themes or repeating phrases or words to my OCD degree running through my head.

I will ALSO say: this seroquel works, STILL works, very effectively, four or so weeks after i started taking it (per Dr. M's direction) before bed. 2 hours beforehand, she had recommended, though that time varies with person. Turns out with me, it's about 45 minutes before BEWM I'm in spacey sleepy zombie mode. But fight it, because SRSLY I fucken work HARD all day and fucken DESERVE this simple me-time!

HECK YES MAMAS, TAKE CARE OF YOSELVES TOO!

ya

not particularly passionate about updating this blog, i guess.

yeap.