JEERS for chairs that expose my legs-above-socks-when-i-sit.
Just finished June's book club. Just wanted to sit for a few before I head home. Hesitant because I promised Marty he'd have the rest of the day/night to do his work and whatever else. And even though he has the next 2 days off as well, I feel he's going to focus on his stuff, and I - let's be honest here - won't get enough time off. Time out. By myself. WITH myself. Uninterrupted. Reading time. THINKING time. Praying time.
You know.
You know.
Bah. And feeling this un-enthusiasm for going home is making me feel cruddy in a larger manner. Okay, Heather, take what you learned in church this morning and apply it to your situation.
Take my anxiety, my complaints, my stress, my ... unwillingness, Lord.
Give it away to Him, Heather.
Let it go.
... not sure if it's working.
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Today, we focused on joy, on celebration. And during the service, I was smiling! During the music, I was singing! I was raising my hands to Jesus! I was feelin' it!
I want to keep feeling it!
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