- it is really, really hard for me to touch all those memories
- I went to a lot of movies in 1999
- I wrote myself a "love note" sometime between 2000 & 2004
- I still feel the guilt of not writing/replying to letters from friends (only slightly improved now with the internet)
- I detected and knew I needed to fix the great hole in me where I lacked spirituality, as far back as 2004
- I'm seeing a very old friend perform her debut concert tomorrow (today, eep), and I just found & re-read a letter from her in which she admits contemplating suicide at the age of 14 or 15
- student loans are VERY MESSY. DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH THEM!
-fuck, I made some damned stupid mistakes in regard to my debts.
This has been very, very hard but I suppose it must also be somewhat cathhartic, no? Ask me in six months. Sigh.
- I went to a lot of movies in 1999
- I wrote myself a "love note" sometime between 2000 & 2004
- I still feel the guilt of not writing/replying to letters from friends (only slightly improved now with the internet)
- I detected and knew I needed to fix the great hole in me where I lacked spirituality, as far back as 2004
- I'm seeing a very old friend perform her debut concert tomorrow (today, eep), and I just found & re-read a letter from her in which she admits contemplating suicide at the age of 14 or 15
- student loans are VERY MESSY. DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH THEM!
-fuck, I made some damned stupid mistakes in regard to my debts.
This has been very, very hard but I suppose it must also be somewhat cathhartic, no? Ask me in six months. Sigh.
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