Friday, February 24, 2012
day 4 low-carb
CHEF SALAD FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, February 23, 2012
i would tell you
that i just ate a lot of protein. in form of: CHICKEN!@ fancy styles (for me) that i made. and a whole lotta stir fried (but un-sauced) veggies. HOO BOEH.
ima little sleepy now.
today, day 03 of LO-CARBONATING, the morning i was like NOOOOOO DUN WANNA MAKE SHIT but waah i made myself scrambled eggs using skim milk (blech!) and some cheese, lotsa cheese. protein n fat. it's kinda weird to 'choose' so much fat, and protein, too. this is kinda exactly the opposite of my regular diet heh. and then for lunch i was like oh wait backtrack a bit hezr
i took DrEw to school w LeIlA and since i had brung my coffee w me and had already eaten breakfast (but had not washed my face, sadsak) i suggested StrongStart to Leila. that was pleasant. we left before snack, cuz i missed my phone ;( which was charging at home.
i felt a post-coffee crash, stronger than i have in the past 2 days, so when i got home and had the opportunity, i had an apple and buncha water and laid down on the couch, whereupon i rested for the next whiles.
and then i spose my lunch was the whole wheat english muffin with butter and a bit no-added-sugar jam.
and then i had a handful or 2 of almonds, and they were pretty good!
and then i got up, feeling much better i suppose. so i made dinner. and ate it. and now L is asleep in the chair, D is eating his dinner-substitute and talking loudly about everything, and daddy's looking at his phone while waiting for the canucks' second intermission to end.
and i'm going to go to a grocery store to pick up the rest o the groceries i need for this week. and lalalalala. alright then.
ima little sleepy now.
today, day 03 of LO-CARBONATING, the morning i was like NOOOOOO DUN WANNA MAKE SHIT but waah i made myself scrambled eggs using skim milk (blech!) and some cheese, lotsa cheese. protein n fat. it's kinda weird to 'choose' so much fat, and protein, too. this is kinda exactly the opposite of my regular diet heh. and then for lunch i was like oh wait backtrack a bit hezr
i took DrEw to school w LeIlA and since i had brung my coffee w me and had already eaten breakfast (but had not washed my face, sadsak) i suggested StrongStart to Leila. that was pleasant. we left before snack, cuz i missed my phone ;( which was charging at home.
i felt a post-coffee crash, stronger than i have in the past 2 days, so when i got home and had the opportunity, i had an apple and buncha water and laid down on the couch, whereupon i rested for the next whiles.
and then i spose my lunch was the whole wheat english muffin with butter and a bit no-added-sugar jam.
and then i had a handful or 2 of almonds, and they were pretty good!
and then i got up, feeling much better i suppose. so i made dinner. and ate it. and now L is asleep in the chair, D is eating his dinner-substitute and talking loudly about everything, and daddy's looking at his phone while waiting for the canucks' second intermission to end.
and i'm going to go to a grocery store to pick up the rest o the groceries i need for this week. and lalalalala. alright then.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
back in the ussr
day 02 of lo-carb.
all-bran for breakfast w skim milk and a banana cut up.
hay i need carbs cuz ima exercise today k
lunch is leftover salmon n peas from dinner last nite. srs i hope we don't waste food on this diet. fffuuuu. CMON MARTY EAT UR PORTION and all the other portions that i don't eat!
all-bran for breakfast w skim milk and a banana cut up.
hay i need carbs cuz ima exercise today k
lunch is leftover salmon n peas from dinner last nite. srs i hope we don't waste food on this diet. fffuuuu. CMON MARTY EAT UR PORTION and all the other portions that i don't eat!
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Lent is beginning
more of that in a minute.
so day one of low-carb. afternoon was tough, struggling with hunger or cravings or post-coffee or regular afternoon crash. m was working upstairs all day, esp after yesterday when we focused only on D being sick and i was out doing errands. now it's 8:37pm and i had a dinner, indeed i couldn't even finish my whole piece of salmon, but a few min later i felt hungry/cravy again.
jus wan a big bowl a shreddies, with homo milk n brown sugar.
and a chocolate-dipped granola bar.
but instead, i will have... almonds?
should probably ease off the water, which isn't a regular thing i say, but been peeing like a race horse today cuz i've been constantly drinking. don't wanna be up all nite if i don't have to be, ya know.
tomorrow morn is me&moms, so i'm thinking instead of scheduled scrambled eggs i'll just have a bowl of ... urgg... ALL BRAN before i go up to ethos. and to bring for snack? apple? hrmm.
DAY 1 DAY 1 DAY 1
let's FF to DAY 7 so i can see some results HUMM?
i'll stick to this. i'll stick to this. I WILL STICK TO THIS.
oh, about Lent-
if i'm giving up skyrim spose tonight's my last night to play it til Sunday, no biggie, haven't played in some days, but i still think about it a lot. i want to start tomorrow off right, kwim? so yeah. no skyrim. no um... i dunno, last year i did post-kid-bedtime-no-tv i think. i think it went okay?
basically
not wasting time after kids in bed but giving that time to the Lord thru immersion in His Word, or catching up on sermons, or commentaries, the like. and could like, help people too.
FOR LENT
I WILL GIVE UP... BEING UNEMPLOYED. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
so day one of low-carb. afternoon was tough, struggling with hunger or cravings or post-coffee or regular afternoon crash. m was working upstairs all day, esp after yesterday when we focused only on D being sick and i was out doing errands. now it's 8:37pm and i had a dinner, indeed i couldn't even finish my whole piece of salmon, but a few min later i felt hungry/cravy again.
jus wan a big bowl a shreddies, with homo milk n brown sugar.
and a chocolate-dipped granola bar.
but instead, i will have... almonds?
should probably ease off the water, which isn't a regular thing i say, but been peeing like a race horse today cuz i've been constantly drinking. don't wanna be up all nite if i don't have to be, ya know.
tomorrow morn is me&moms, so i'm thinking instead of scheduled scrambled eggs i'll just have a bowl of ... urgg... ALL BRAN before i go up to ethos. and to bring for snack? apple? hrmm.
DAY 1 DAY 1 DAY 1
let's FF to DAY 7 so i can see some results HUMM?
i'll stick to this. i'll stick to this. I WILL STICK TO THIS.
oh, about Lent-
if i'm giving up skyrim spose tonight's my last night to play it til Sunday, no biggie, haven't played in some days, but i still think about it a lot. i want to start tomorrow off right, kwim? so yeah. no skyrim. no um... i dunno, last year i did post-kid-bedtime-no-tv i think. i think it went okay?
basically
not wasting time after kids in bed but giving that time to the Lord thru immersion in His Word, or catching up on sermons, or commentaries, the like. and could like, help people too.
FOR LENT
I WILL GIVE UP... BEING UNEMPLOYED. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
day one of low carb
meal one: spinach frittata and some bacon.
hard to make in the morning ._. but managed to do it anyway, cuz i wasn't in a rush to go anywhere.
kitchen wasn't clean so i cleaned as i went.
was actually supposed to be zucchini but we didn't have any so i used wednesday's recipe instead.
i had what turns out to be half a serving of the fritatta, and i'm already stuffed! also had 3 slices of thick-sliced bacon )o_o(
heh. here's hoping i can stick to this, and here's hoping it works!! i sure would like increased energy, lowered cravings for sweets, increased clairty and to lose a bunch of weight! ;)
hard to make in the morning ._. but managed to do it anyway, cuz i wasn't in a rush to go anywhere.
kitchen wasn't clean so i cleaned as i went.
was actually supposed to be zucchini but we didn't have any so i used wednesday's recipe instead.
i had what turns out to be half a serving of the fritatta, and i'm already stuffed! also had 3 slices of thick-sliced bacon )o_o(
heh. here's hoping i can stick to this, and here's hoping it works!! i sure would like increased energy, lowered cravings for sweets, increased clairty and to lose a bunch of weight! ;)
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
He's not coming back up
This anxiety is hell. I don't even have the energy to cry anymore. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuuuuuuuuck I sound so neurotic. I'm so annoying. I need help. But he can't help me enough because he is dealing with his own / our own problems.
I miss my mom. Am I really to grow up and be completely self sufficient just because I got married? That's not fair. I suck.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Leila's first joke!
L: knock knock
D: who's there?
L: Drew in a teapot
D: Drew in a teapot who?
L: With a cup!
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