after i sez that
like
and got threatened divorce and left house and oh it's been the worst me-and-him-vacation-from-work week EVER.
talked to her on phone today at her request.
is hard. this non communication thing.
ima write her a letter and post it.
like
in the mail.
THIS IS HARD
HURT
HURTS
alone but l/ike how? ha ha i don't ev en.
see help: substance use i am in the system for to start first sesssion one day
see help: psychiatrist i am in the system to see him again but could be months
see help: once m gets results of word from his bloody HR dept about our exact effing coverage for counselling we will call the places that SHARE told me we could maybe find sliding scale for payment and/or if we're covered under extended.
so
there is help
i mean even without the above
i can pray
i can contact individual humans who care about me and unload to them
fuck
i can take my dog for a walk
k i gotta go now bye
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