Feeling sad

Maybe it's postconcert blues or maybe it's the whole separation and being alone for the first time in my life but I feel sad I'm at work right now alone thankfully for another hour and

Had a good sobering kind of talk with Randy last night after the concert and I guess I'm a little shocked at how affected he is and was emotionally by our previous disastrous I guess encounter

He has to work through some of these guilt feelings and I think I understand what I'm looking for though is what I'm looking for today is comfort so realistically I don't have A source of that anymore so that's hitting me pretty hard today got to be strong on my own but damn man shits hard